b-day

23/3, ar yu's birthday
i feel very happy for her, cos i can see we all love her
i am a bit of envious too, for her personality, she is willing to talk, to communicate, to share with her fds, which means a lot in the relationship. It's very rich to have so many good fds. That should be sth i failed to do. I dont mean that we are not treating each other as good friends, but i truely understand, due to lots of practical problem or my personality, there is kind of distance between me and them. I know i would be defeated by this life-long puzzle. hahaha...friends said i am less energetic, very quiet. maybe i am really "chi bai".....but i do love you all, please tell me what i can do for you. and i do know you all love me and wont give up on me, i am just afriad there would be one day that u dont wanna talk with me or u find it very tired to be with me.

thanks to this memorable night, let me see clearly on myself and what freindship truly means.
look forward to 29/3, my beloved " julia/florence/alice" 's b-day .