it s only me who will guide myself to do or not to do sth,
a self regenerating progress everyday
keep on persuade myself, ask myself, remind myself - to XX..not to XX
that s independence, rite?
but that also kind of tiring...
once i decided to do sth/not to do sth... the circumstance just doesnt allow...........
"not suitable to do that right now.."..again..
